Remember.. Then Forget..

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Today I realize about all of life's huzzle and buzzle that I need not to forget myself. Sometimes I get so worke up on thinking about today's schedule and making everything fit in one day. I had everything organized down to the very minute of getting out the car and travel. After everything is said and done today, I felt so much anxiety realizing that I have to work tomorrow at my new job. I was not looking forward to showing up and learning everything. So much is going on that I literally forgot who I am, that I am a person and not everything I do on weekdays needed to be done. I forgot the things I enjoy the most, nothing being selfish to the loveones I have responsibility on. But I get so worked up that I dont realize the rest day should be a day of rest and not working every minute of it and try to catch up because I only have 24 hours in a day. 


Today, I turned on my computer and plug the mic in and sing till I no longer can. It really did helped me relieve some of the stress and anxiety for the day. I forgot the feeling of just living as if life is a pattern that of swirlies that you follow without thinking. There were times I think of the days where I just live my life as relaxing as I can. Many times I think of having a job and not think about money. Do it for the sake of having fun. I cannot remember the last time I feel that way. So today, I danced till my legs hurt, sing till I no longer can, bang my head till it feels like its gonna fall off and just forget the world.. it worked, the world dissappeared. Stress and anxiety was aliviated. I suggest do this more often.   


Life can throw in many path.. can either make you miserable or happy. Ultimately is how you see it. Make sure that when you live it you do not forget who you are. Doing life is one thing but living is another thing. Everyone says life is short, it is! So make the most out of it. Do not busy yourself with things that don't matter. Wake up do the chores but don't forget to kick that shoes off, drink hot cocoa and bing watch something and make the world wait for you, the world does not carry your problems for you so they don't know how it truly feels.





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